Changing my mind set

Letting go of the past, that can be difficult.

I have had so much happen in my life, I let negativity take over what I really wanted, what I dreamed of. I never thought I was capable of change even when I was trying, I guess you could say I am a self saboteur, I wanted myself to fail, and I have to ask myself why?

I ask myself that question everyday and I never had an answer, either that or I didn't want to find an answer. I was unhappily content with the life I lead but now I know that I am worth so much more, I know that I am capable of achieving whatever I want to achieve and so are you!
If any of you are feeling as though you aren't worth much then please change your mind set, every single one of you is worth the world, you are all stunning people and if you have a dream, chase it!

Baby steps my darlings, that's all it takes. Right now I have my mind focused on small changes, one of those changes was creating this blog, I am so happy that I did, now I get to share my feelings with a community of people who understand how it feels, not only that but I can finally feel like I am apart of something great. I have sat down and thoroughly thought out the realistic changes I can make within 12 months, making sure my goals are achievable is important to me simply because I know that if they are realistic then I can 100% commit myself to making damn sure that they are carried out. The following list are my 12 month  goals, these are all things I know I can handle, so I have no excuses if I fail, they may seem like nothing but trust me when I say these are things I normally avoid, don't prioritise or think about but never actually do it from lack of confidence.

1. Pay off my biggest debt in January

2. Pay to get my passport renewed

3. Buy a standing ring light

4. Look for a new house

5. Pay off my holiday

6. Find a new job

7. Join a gym

8. Meal prep & eat healthier

9. Pay for driving lessons

10. Lose 60lbs


I have given myself 12 months but some of these will have to be done before hand e.g. My holiday is in July. The majority however I am hoping to achieve within the next 12 months, I know all of these are achievable and I know that with effort and dedication I will sail through them without failing. Let me know if any of you have small goals, maybe its paying off a loan, or buying a car, I would love to know.

A x